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Hypocrisy, Bitchiness, Cruelty to animals and children, Liars, Anxiety, Depression.
I really have to write more often, I don't know why I don't because when I do it does help.
The plastic surgery thing didn't work out, the guy was a complete arse to me. He didn't even look at the scars above my elbow...he didn't touch them and I was barely in the room 5 mins. He said surgery wouldn't help which I know is crap cause I've researched it alot and people have told me it would, so he referred me to the Red Cross instead who can give me some camouflage cream, which is a good thing for going out etc but is going to be absolutely no help at college when i have to use things like surgical spirits, nail varnish remover, equipment cleaner etc. so I haven't been to see them yet and don't know if I will.
A few weeks ago a friend from the young persons group I used to go to died, they found him in woodland near by. It was his funeral Thurs just gone which was so sad, we haven't been told the cause of death but I'm pretty sure he killed himself and with what his dad was talking about at the funeral confirms it and they also played The Verve - Drugs don't work.
It's hit me harder than I expected, it's bought alot of feeling back up about Ady especially since he knew him.
I have all next week off college (half term) so I really need to get myself out of this bit of a depression or it could get worse, so I'm going to try keep busy and get lots of work done.
Nothing else is happening really, College is going well. I love all the practicals and have been surprised by how much I enjoy anatomy and physiology! We have our first clients coming in in about 4 weeks which I'm really excited about.
all for now!